as the subject says, that is how I feel. I'm still without a job and have all but lost hope in finding one. I fear I will lose my suv and my phone not to mention my belongings I have in storage. I do not mean to sound as if I seek pity, for I don't. I am just venting as I have no one here(where I live) to confide in. all I know here say the same thing....get a job. all I want to do is scream at them and say what the **** do you think I have I have been trying to do. I just feel so lost...so alone...im to the point I don't want to get out of bed anymore.i just wish...i didn't feel like a waste of space and air...useless...a jack of all trades and master of none. I hate seeing wicked people thrive and good suffer. my ex boss allows others to keep their jobs who actual deserve to be fired and I'm let go cause of who I am... tis not fair.*sighs* I'm going to close my entry as venting has not helped...